Hello Connect Balance Grow Seekers
The energy of the New Moon in Aquarius last night lovingly & gently asked me to show up & share today.It has been a challenging & transformative two & a bit months for me since Daniel passed away. I have experienced deep soul level learning, acceptance & surrender. I have been all kinds of messy, time constantly alters. I have found myself embodying, feeling & handing over grief, guilt, anger, shame & fear. Constantly questioning my ability to ground, clear, protect & connect my energy. There has been & continues to be the need to hold space for myself while simultaneously holding my two gorgous mini souls. It’s been tough but I have found my own ways, tools & magick to navigate my unique grief journey.
These are some of the blessings that grief has shared with me so far…
I fully believe that this all part of the bigger picture of my Highest Destiny & that I lovingly signed up & said yes to this experience before I arrived here.
Grief doesn’t just sit in your heart space. I have found mine in my Solar Plexus, large intestine, Root & Crown Chakras & many other energy fields & pathways.
This kind of healing is an experience that ebbs, flows, back-tracks, is within & without & can be triggered in the most unexpected ways.
Music is EVERYTHING & can express & clarify things beyond words.
You can’t do this kind of healing alone, community support & love is PARAMOUNT.
It is okay & safe to ask for help & assistance & an even bigger step to say yes & receive it.
I am making & creating space for something even bigger than I can possibly imagine right now.
Thank you so much for your love, kindness & patience as I continue to work on myself & prepare to come back & be of service to you.